Today, for the letter O I have the first half of chapter one from All It Takes.
It's a long one, but I hope you all enjoy it ...
“Come on,
Meg. We’ve just taken our final exams. If that isn’t cause for celebration I
don’t know what is.” My best friend Stacey looked up at me from behind long
lashes, her baby blues pleading with me. The puppy dog eyes worked on men
without fail, but I’d known her for eleven years. Her charms had no power over
me.
Still, the
lure of a night drinking and dancing couldn’t be ignored. And Stacey was right.
We’d been slaving away on our degrees for months. We deserved a night out.
“All right,
but let’s not make it a late one, okay? I’ve got work in the morning.”
“We’ll go
to O’Neil’s. There’s a band playing; it’ll be fun.”
“Oh no,
not O’Neil’s. That place is a dive.”
“I like
it.” Stacey pouted. Another trick she used to get her own way. I could see why
men found it adorable, and I knew men was exactly what she had in mind.
“You only
want to go there because it’s where all the gym junkies hang out, and you’re
hoping to snare one.”
“Have you
seen some of the guys that go there? There’s this one, Josh Browne, he’s an MMA
fighter and OH.MY.GOD. You should see his body.”
I laughed
and shook my head. I could appreciate a hot body as much as the next girl.
Hell, I’d been charmed by a pair of
biceps and a few well-placed tattoos in the past.
“Okay,
we’ll go to O’Neil’s. You can pull an MMA fighter, and everyone will be happy.”
Stacey
grinned. “You know I love ya?”
“Love you
too.”
Stacey
swung her shopping bags over her shoulder. “Okay, be at mine for about nine.”
“Will do.”
I gave her a little wave as she left the coffee shop, and went back to making
sandwiches.
Working in
a coffee shop wasn’t how I envisioned my life when I moved out of my parents’
and to the city, but it paid the bills. Besides, it was only for a few more months.
When I completed my graphic design degree, I could move onto bigger and better
things. I’d saved enough money to take an extended break backpacking across
Europe. Then I’d polish my portfolio and start looking for work. I had it all
planned out, and hoped to have a steady income, and buy my first place by the
time I was thirty. Seven years, four months, and sixteen days to go!
When I
arrived at Stacey’s the thrum of bass coming from her flat told me our night
out wasn’t going to be just a few drinks in O’Neil’s and an early night. Girl
was about to get her party on. When Stacey answered the door, her outfit
confirmed my suspicions; she was wearing silver plunge-neck playsuit that left
very little to the imagination. It certainly made me feel less apprehensive
about my burgundy cowl-neck halter-top, leather look trousers and wine-coloured
high-heels.
“Come get
a drink,” she said, pulling me into the living room, where she had numerous
alcopops and shots ready on the table.
A bottle
of WKD and accompanying shots later, we were climbing into a taxi and heading
to O’Neil’s. We arrived just as a dark Mercedes with tinted windows pulled up.
The small gaggle of people outside the club having a cigarette before entering
whipped around to see who the new arrival was, and beside me Stacey stood on
her tip-toes to see above the crowd.
When the
door opened, and a blond guy in a leather jacket climbed out, Stacey grabbed my
wrist.
“Oh my
god, it’s him,” she hissed. “Josh Browne.”
I looked
over at Josh, who was entering O’Neil’s with an older guy in his mid-forties.
Both of them were wearing designer labels, and looked pretty ripped under their
outfits. Josh’s blond hair was spiked, and a hint of stubble covered his chin. I
had to give it to Stacey, he was cute.
When the
commotion of two local celebrities arriving died down, the O’Neil’s doorman
continued to admit regular patrons,
and Stacey and I filed in.
The
normally lively club was positively heaving with activity as a band set up on
the main stage, and customers milled around.
Grabbing
Stacey’s arm so that she’d follow me instead of staring at Josh, I dragged her
to the bar, and bought the first round. Then, drinks in hand, I found a table
close enough to see the band. Knowing she’d kill me otherwise, I took the chair
that meant I had my back to Josh’s table, leaving her the one facing in his
direction. She grinned, straightened her outfit to make sure an ample amount of
cleavage was showing, and sat down.
When the
band started playing, I got swept up in the music, not noticing if Stacey was
watching too, or if she was still staring at Josh. Instead, I allowed all the
stresses of the week to fade away in a haze of alcohol and guitar riffs.
Uni and
work were a distant memory, I was glad Stacey convinced me to come out. She was
right, it was just what I needed. As
I got to the bottom of my alcopop, my body relaxed and a sense of well-being
wash over me.
Stacey
went to buy another round, and on her way there, conveniently passed Josh’s
table. As she walked beside where he was sitting, she wiggled her hips and
winked at him. I had to give her credit, she sure didn’t play around when she
wanted something. She returned a few minutes later with two drinks; grinning
from ear to ear.
“Was he
looking?” she asked, sliding a bottle over to me.
“Couldn’t
take his eyes off you, Stace.”
Stacey
giggled and sipped her drink.
The band
continued, and the club filled up, until the small dance floor in front of the
stage was cram-packed. I was glad I’d found us a decent table. In fact, Stacey
and I took turns visiting the loo or bar, so that the table was never left
unattended. It was a system we’d long ago perfected to ensure no-one nicked our
seats.
I’d just
finished my drink, and was about to ask Stacey if she wanted another, when her
gaze snapped up to a place behind me, and her cheeks flushed. I turned to see
Josh walking towards us.
“Can I get
you a drink?” he said to Stacey, virtually ignoring me.
Not that I
minded. I knew this was the moment she’d been waiting for, and turned away as
Josh whispered something in her ear.
That's
when I first spotted him.
He was sat
at the table Josh had come from, chatting to the older man Josh had arrived with.
His short dark hair was shaved at the sides, and styled into a faux hawk at the
front. But it was his piecing blue eyes that held me transfixed.
I found
myself unable to stop staring at him. I watched as he chatted to his friends,
then went to the bar for more drinks.
He was
wearing casual black trousers, with polished loafers and a white t-shirt, which
made the sleeve of tattoos on both his arms stand out in contrast. He seemed
keenly aware of his appearance and took pride in looking good.
He had a
confident air about him in whatever he was doing. The simple tilt of his head
as he spoke, or the way he raised his glass to his lips whenever he took a sip
of his drink oozed self-assurance. It was almost as if he knew he belonged
where he was and was challenging those around him to say otherwise.
Not that I
could blame him for his self-confidence. The little I did know about MMA
fighters told me that to be the best, you had to be in prime physical condition
and at the top of your game. With a chiselled jawline, muscular frame and cocky
smile, he certainly was that.
During a
more steamy song, I found myself imagining what it would feel like to run my
fingers over that seemingly perfect body. What would it be like to feel the
taught muscles of his toned chest under my fingertips? What might it be like
for him to sweep me off my feet in those strong arms?
I shook
the fantasy from my head, and took a swig of my drink like I hadn’t just been
mentally undressing the guy. But not before I'd caught him looking at me from
the corner of my eye, a devilish smirk on his face.
A
distraction from my fantasies arrived in the form of Stacey, who had a 'cat
that's got the cream' look on her face.
“You'll
never guess what's just happened?”
“Go on,
tell me,” I said, playing along. I just knew she had something she wanted to
share.
“Josh just
gave me his hotel room number, and told me to come over when the club closes.”
“No way!
That was quick,” I replied, knowing how much she liked him. “You can give me
all the details tomorrow.”
Stacey
grinned like the Cheshire Cat. “Oh, I will.”
Despite
being one of the kindest people I knew, Stacey had terrible taste in men, and her
last boyfriend has been a real loser. I wasn't surprised when he broke her
heart, but it had still caused me pain to see her slumped on the sofa, crying
her eyes out. I just hoped this one turned out differently for her, even if it was
just a one night thing.
With the
distraction from my thoughts that Stacey had offered, I was able to tear my
eyes away from him.
Pull yourself together, Megan.
Trying to
take my own advice, I grabbed Stacey’s hand and pulled her onto the dancefloor.
“But our
table?” she said, before gulping down the rest of her drink.
“Sod it.
We came out to have fun, right? What fun is sitting at a table all night? Let’s
dance.”
Stacey
didn’t need asking twice, and when the band started playing a cover of a song
she loved, it was like a sign from the universe. Never letting go of her hand,
I twirled Stacey around like a ballet dancer, before pulling her to me, where
she collapsed against me and we both startled giggling. Ignoring the fact we
were completely out of sync to the music, Stacey and I continued our bizarre
dance of twirling each other around, and shimmying under the other’s extended
arm. When the song changed, we started doing the funky chicken-wing dance
instead; our left hands on the back of our heads with our arms bent and our
right hands holding our right ankles with the legs bent. We looked like
complete idiots, but we didn’t care.
We stayed
on the dance floor for the rest of the night, only leaving to visit the bar or
loo. All thoughts of the guy I’d seen at Josh Browne’s table forgotten. As the
bar called last orders, and the band finished their set, I didn’t even notice
the guys from the gym leave. All I could think about was getting home, and
climbing into my warm bed.
With that
thought firmly implanted in my mind, I yawned and headed to the loo. I found
Stacey outside the toilets, sitting on a battered leather couch, applying a
fresh coat of lip gloss.
“So, you still
meeting up with Josh, huh?”
She beamed
at me in reply. “Of course. He's hot, and I'm not turning down an opportunity
like this. You know, Meg, he has some friends. Maybe you should walk with me to
the hotel and see what happens?”
“Oh, come
off it, Stace. No one is going to pay me any attention with you around.” I
dismissed her suggestion with a wave at her outfit.
“Yeah
right. Guys were checking you out all night,” she insisted, before asking,
“Will
you walk with me anyway? I know it's only a few streets away, but I don't
really fancy going alone at this time of night. You can call a taxi from the
hotel.”
“Sure,” I
replied, with a lazy sigh, as I pulled on my coat. Maybe the fresh night air
would help me clear my head.
“Bloody
hell, it’s colder than Mr Freeze’s balls out here,” Stacey said as we stepped
out of the club, and headed in the direction of the hotel Josh was staying at.
“Serves
you right for not bringing a proper coat.” The flimsy piece of material Stacey
called a jacket barely came to her waist, and I was glad I’d thought to bring
something more sensible. Fastening the buttons right up to my neck, I popped
the collar to give me some added warmth.
“Well,
don’t be a coat hog. Share with me.” Forcing me to unfasten the buttons
I’d
just done up, I opened the coat and Stacey huggled up to me, so we were wearing
one arm each, and staggering down the road like we were in some bizarre sack
race.
“I love
you, you know that right?”
I laughed.
“You always love me when you want something or you’re drunk. Or both!”
“No, I’m
serious. You came out tonight, even though you were unsure-”
“Oh yeah,
a night of drinking and dancing. Such a sacrifice. You really needed to twist
my arm.”
“Yeah, but
we came to O’Neil’s because I wanted to, and you haven’t minded me talking
about Josh all night.”
“I know
you’d do the same if the roles were reversed.”
“Totally. The
roles should be reversed. Why weren’t
you out there, getting invited back to guy’s hotels?”
“And take
the spotlight away from you? You’d never forgive me,” I teased.
We arrived
at the hotel to find it pretty much deserted. The only people there were the
night staff. Assuming Josh was already in his room, I wished Stacey good luck,
and then watched in amusement as she bounded over to the lift on her way to
meet ‘her guy.’
With
nothing else to do – the hotel bar being closed, so I couldn't even stop in for
a night cap – I decided to make my way outside and find a taxi to take me home.
I hoped,
as I was stood outside a hotel, one would show up fairly soon. I was wrong.
After waiting fifteen minutes, there was still no signs of any vehicles on the
road, let alone a taxi. The night air now was now even colder than when Stacey
and I had left the club, and I thanked God I'd worn a decent coat.
After
another five minutes of waiting, I decided to call the local taxi company.
As I
pulled my phone from my handbag, I found the battery was completely flat.
“God damn it.”
Then, to
make matters worse, it began to rain.
“You’ve
gotta be shitting me?”
With a
sigh, I pulled my coat tighter around my body, and resigned myself to the
hour's walk that now faced me. I briefly considered heading back to the club,
but knew it’d be all closed up by now.
With my
feet aching from wearing heels all night, I began walking away from the hotel.
With the rain falling more heavily by the second, when I got to the end of the
street I was soaked to the bone. Frustrated, I looked over at the club, and as
I passed the entrance, I was in no doubt everyone had gone home
long ago.
I was
shivering with cold and my feet were beginning to blister. I knew by the time I
finally reached home, I’d be sick come morning.
I checked
my phone again, and it blinked into life for an instant, before going dead.
Shoving it back in my bag, I dug out my purse to see how much money I had in
there. All I had left was the crumpled tenner I’d been planning to pay for a
taxi with. Doubting I’d get one now, and wanting somewhere to wait out the
rain, I headed for the chip-shop around the corner from O’Neil’s. Maybe kebab
meat and chips would warm me up.
Apparently,
everyone else who’d been in O’Neil’s had the same idea, and when I entered
Tasty Plaice, the queue almost reached the door. I joined the back of the line,
glad to be out of the cold and rain.
I’d almost
reached the front of the queue, when raucous laughter drew everyone’s attention
to the main door, where the guys who’d been with Josh Browne entered –
including the one I’d been checking out earlier.
Just my luck. I cursed inwardly. I run into one on the most attractive guy
I've seen in a long time, and I look like a drowned rat.
Trying to
blend into the background, I turned back to the counter and hoped he wouldn’t
notice me. A few seconds later, I was startled when someone flung their arms around
my shoulders.
“Alright
darlin’.” His Irish brogue caused goosebumps to form on the back of my neck,
and when I turned to see who it was, I almost chocked.
“Erm Hi.
Do I know you?” Of course I knew him,
I’d briefly imagined being this close to him. The reality was far better than
my earlier fantasy. Up close, his muscles looked huge, and the tattoos were
like a work of art laid out on the bare flesh. Still, it didn’t explain why he
seemed to know me.
“Sure.
You’re the chick from O’Neil’s. Your friend hooked up with Brownie.”
“Josh
Browne?” My reply came out as a squeak, and I stared at my shoes to keep from
making eye-contact with him.
“Yeah,
Josh is my training buddy.”
“So you’re an MMA fighter too?” I asked,
pretending like I hadn’t already figured that out earlier when I’d been
daydreaming about him.
“Kian
Murphy, Welterweight Champion at your service.”
It was good
to finally put a name to the face, and I offered him a shy smile.
“Nice to meet
you, Kian. I’m Megan.”
“Believe
me, the pleasure is all mine,” Kian said with a wink, as we reached the
counter. Then he turned to the server. “Can I get a doner meat and chips with
chilli sauce, and whatever the lady’s having?”
“I’ll just
get a bag of chips, thanks,” I said, pulling the money from my pocket.
Before I
even had the chance to hand it to the server, Kian’s hand covered mine.
“Don’t
worry about it.”
“Thanks.”
I sheepishly took my chips, and headed to the only available seat in the room,
which was right by the door that didn’t close properly. No wonder no one wanted
it.
Surprising
me, Kian followed. “Scooch over then,” he said.
The chair
was barely big enough for me, let alone two people, but I couldn’t refuse those
pleading blue eyes, so I perched on the edge and Kian sat next to me, our arms
brushing. As I began eating, I noticed the guys Kian had arrived with were
still near the back of the queue, and it suddenly dawned on me why he’d been so
nice.
“Oh my
god. You used me to line hop,” I blurted out,
Kian burst
out laughing and took a swig from his can of Coke. “I wondered if anyone would
notice.”
“And all
that, about being Josh Browne’s training buddy was to lure me into a false
sense of security so I wouldn’t figure out what you were doing?”
“Yeah, but
I was telling the truth, too. He really is my training buddy.”
“Sly
bastard.”
“Hey, I
paid for you chips, didn’t I?”
“You used
me to cut the queue. I’d hardly call paying for a measly bag of chips even.
Which, by the way, I only asked for so I wouldn’t seem rude ordering everything
on the menu.”
Kian
laughed. “All right, how ‘bout I make it up to ya? I’ll give ya a ride home. I
called a taxi before coming in, it’ll be here soon. We can swing by yours
first.”
“You don’t
even know where I live. It could be miles away.”
“It makes
no difference to me,” he said with a cocked eyebrow. “So do ya wanna get out of
the rain or not?”
I
hesitated for a second, thinking what a bad idea this probably was, and was
about to decline when a drop of water cascaded down my back, causing me to
shiver.
“Okay. Thanks.
I'd really appreciate it.”
Kian said
nothing more, but simply nodded his head and carried on eating. When our
polystyrene containers were empty, I went and chucked them in the bin, then
awkwardly stood back as Kian spoke to his mates. I couldn’t hear what they were
saying above the noise of chatter and the radio playing, but one of the guys looked
over at me and grinned. My cheeks burned. I felt like a rare animal on show.
What must they be thinking? I wondered. Do they think we’re going home together?
I was
about to tell Kian I’d changed my mind, when I looked outside, and saw how
heavy the rain was.
Sod it. Let them talk. I wanna be
warm and dry!
Kian and I
stepped outside just as the taxi pulled up.
“Where we
headed?” he asked, as we climbed inside.
I told
Kian my address, and he turned to the driver, “Alright Baz? Can we make a
detour to Aldridge Avenue?”
“Sure
mate, no problem.”
“Do you
know everyone?” I asked with a laugh.
“Nah, it
just seems like it. Baz is a regular at fights, and he got me my leather jacket
back after an all-nighter. After that, he’s my go-to taxi guy.”
We'd been
driving for about ten minutes when Kian said, “So, can I ask you a question?”
“I don’t
know. Depends what the question is.”
Kian
laughed. “Do you make a habit of getting into cars with strangers?”
I turned
to face him, and couldn't suppress the giggle that passed my lips at his cocky
expression. “Actually I do, is that a problem for you?”
He shook
his head in amusement, and laughed deeply. The sound made me laugh too, it
seemed so carefree.
“Seriously,
though, I don't do this all the time. It was either get a ride with a stranger
or risk pneumonia.”
He
chuckled again, causing the butterflies in my stomach to lay eggs, and more
butterflies hatched, until it felt like I was housing an insectarium or
something.
“Next
question,” he said after a few moments. “What do you do? I mean, besides getting
into cars with strangers?”
“I’m sure
you don’t want to know about my monotonous life of studying at uni and waiting
tables.”
I loved
what I did, but I’m sure compared to cage fighting, graphic design seemed
boring.
“I meant
when you’re not working?”
“Oh, you
know, the usual,” I replied with a shrug. Kian’s eyes focused on me made me
squirm in my seat. “Going out for dinner, seeing movies, catching up with
friends, and erm; what else have I memorized from my CV for awkward situations
like this? Oh yeah, I work well as part of a team. What about you?”
“With my
schedule? I’d be lucky to get a day off every month. I’m training most days,
either that or my sponsor’s on my case about media appearances. If it was up to
me, I’d be at home on the sofa, watching TV all day getting fat.”
“It’s gotta be great though, getting paid to
travel? I bet you get to go abroad a fair bit, too, when there's international fights?”
“It
depends where you’re going.”
“How
come?”
“The last
time I went to Japan I got my ass kicked.”
“I thought
you guys were meant to be tough?”
“I am
fucking tough, but those guys are insane. And they use steroids. Right vicious
bastards, they are. One almost bit my ear off. And I swear their legs are made
of lead.”
I’d imagined
MMA fighters were these macho ‘I’m so hard’ types, but Kian wasn’t. In the
short span of time we'd been in the taxi together, I was liking him more and
more. The confidence and self-assurance was still there, but now I was
beginning to see it was coupled with an ability to laugh at himself and not
take life too seriously.
“So,
Aldridge, eh? You renting with mates or you got your own place?”
“No, just
me. I moved out of my parents’ house a few years ago, and didn't really want to
share with anyone else, so I rented a place on my own.”
He nodded,
and looked thoughtful for a moment, before asking, “Don’t ya get lonely? I know
I really notice the difference when I'm not working.”
“Actually,
I quite like it,” I replied. “I still see my parents about once a week, and I
have my friends over just as much. But this way, I'm free to do my own thing
without worrying about anyone else.”
“That's
certainly something I could get used to. It's hard sometimes, working so much,
and having everyone else tell you what to do – what time to be at the gym, when
you need to travel somewhere.”
“Yeah, but
you're doing something you love, right?” I knew how tough it was working a job
just to pay the bills
“Oh, of
course, I wouldn't give up MMA for the world. There's never been anything else
I've wanted to do.”
“You're
lucky, not a lot of people find that in life.”
“Yeah, I
count my blessing every day.”
Again, we
both fell silent, and I began thinking what a well-grounded guy he seemed. He
couldn't have been that much older than me – mid-twenties at the most – and
yet, he seemed to have his feet firmly on the ground.
The downside to all of
that was that every second I spoke to him, I found myself more attracted to
him.
As if
reading my thoughts, Kian suddenly turned to me. “Okay, last question, if I
were to ask you out to dinner the next time I'm free, what would your answer
be?”
The look
of complete certainty on his face made it hard for me to believe he actually
thought I'd turn him down.
“I'd say
I'd like that very much.”
The grin
that passed his lips was unmistakeable. I had to avert my eyes from his, and I
willed my heart to stop racing. I had no idea what had come over me, but being
in his presence was making me feel extremely giddy.
We
continued to make small talk – chatting about what movies we'd seen recently,
and the type of music we liked. I was delighted to learn he enjoyed cooking,
and had a secret passion for creating his own unique dishes.
As we
pulled onto my street, Kian turned to me with a cocky grin and said, “So, are
you going to invite me in for coffee, then?”
I laughed
out-right at his blatant presumptuousness.
“Sure, but
I’ve only got instant.”
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